tidak berharap.

hidup di dunia ni xperlu nak berharap kat sapa2. xperlu nak tagih simpati sapa2. berdirilah di atas kaki sendiri Safirah Adam. aku dah penat. n kdg2 aku rasa diri aku dah xkuat. tp demi mak ayah aku, yang sgt perlukan aku di masa akan dtg, i have to be strong. for them Adam Allas n Tasiah Musa. ilovethemsomuch more than everyone expect. imissthem. im sorry i cant be a perfect child for both of u. im sorry i have made aa lot of sins without both of u knowing. im sorry. mak bpk. im sorry. :'( aku xtau nak cite kat sape. aku xnak org lihat air mata aku gugur. ckupla org pnh ckp airmata aku ni ntok cairkan hati org. its enough. aku dah xde sape selain Allah n family. i have nothing. xde sape yg sudi dgr luahan hati aku. mgkn kdg2 aku xpaham bila org len bz. aku ngaku. n aku mtk maaf kalau aku membebankan. i promise i will not find u anymore whenever i have problems. i promise. Allah knows the best for me. jodoh ajal maut semua d tgn Allah. aku pasrah. aku tau ade ke xde aku lam hidup kau xbg kesan pape. adenye aku lam hdp kau hanya membebankan kau. aku mula sdr akan hakikat itu. then just let me go from ur life. from now on. aku dah give up. aku mula sdr aku xpenah bmakna dlm hdp kau. walaupun sedikit. Ya Allah. pls give me strength. I beg Ya Allah. :'(